My dearest Mrs. Myers, Thank you so much for this wonderful opportunity to have a free write Tuesday, it means a lot to me. I would like to start this blog saying we had a snow day yesterday! In case you didn't know that.. Anyway, I went in the ditch this weekend. On Sunday, actually. I was really scared, and I didn't know how to handle it. It scared me to drive for the rest of the winter. I was seriously contemplating taking the bus today because I was so scarred for life. Obviously, I overcame my fear, and drove to school today, even though it took about 25 minutes. Have a great Tuesday, Mrs. Myers:)
I am really tired. I just want to go home and watch disney movies. Today is a poopy day. Im crabby. I want soup. Im cold. Not really. I want to be in my warm bed. I hate when Im crabby, I feel like a baby. Im sorry. Im only complaining because I don't know what to write and I don't want to write about my weekend. I love Brittany. Shes a nice lady.
I agree with Ryleigh, today is a teirible day. I can't wait to graduate. I know that you don't like when we are negitive, but right now I don't care, sorry. I don't want to go to college. I don't want to have a job. I want to be a house wife, so if any of you nice fellows out their are interested, hit me up.
I like the idea of being house wife! No college, no job just stay home all day everyday and cook and clean and take care of the children. I'm sure that you could do something in spare time to make some extra money for the familiy but imagine all the different foods you could experiment with and the things you could find on Pinterst! I want to be a house wife when I grow up!
The snow day came at a perfect time in the year. Although, there is really nothing happy about this time of year until we go on break. I am not a very happy person today...so beware little children I may bite. Today every little thing is annoying me, homework, teachers, my friends, people walking on the sidewalk. Oh man, it is only the beginning of the day, so hopefully it gets better. I love Ryleigh a lot too.
Man, everyone seems to be in a bad mood today! But surprisingly, I am not that bad today! I had a very great weekend and the snow was fun for a day...now I hate it because I don't like winter driving and it just wont stop! Hopefully everyone cheers up!
Well obviously it snowed this weekend! I love the look of snow, but it is so cold! This weekend I really didn't do anything but lay around my house. I miss being a little kid and getting so excited to be outside on snow days, but now I'm just lazy and sit inside. I want a little sister or brother so I will have a reason to go outside and play again!
I had a great weekend and it was made better when we got all the snow! I went in my aunts hot tub this weekend while it was snowing which makes it really fun. Also I had a Merry Giving party to go to (Christmas and Thanksgiving0, which was a blast. Not to forget that I played in the snow. I just love snow so much! I do not even mind the shoveling.
I am excied for tonight! I hope there are classes that I want that are available online. After registering, if there is an online class I want to take, I might go to Chinesse or I might get pizza and a movie. I don't have much homework yet so I would have time to watch a movie.
Well, I'm going to try to keep this short and blunt because I'm in too (poopy) of a mood to write out a long, deep view on life. Okay, here goes... My ex-girlfriend who is basically my half-girlfriend decided not to talk to me out of nowhere so we've talked for about an hour the last 4 days. I've been feeling pretty screwed up since we broke up 2 weeks ago and her not talking to me for the last 4 days and for a 2-day stretch last week isn't helping. I've finally made my decision on the University of Minnesota. The thing is, I've already made the decision to place the brand new residence hall that will be first used next fall as where I want to be placed and most likely will make it in there. The thing is though, there isn't a whole lot of information on there so I'm really taking a gamble there. I'm just going off of a few current students' opinions on what they've seen and rumors around campus. So that could be one more thing that bites me in the (rear end). Also, the girl who's probably my best friend (Amy for those of you who know who that is) I'll be able to see for the first time in over a year in 16 days. I'm excited for that but I've got other things pertaining to that that I'm worried about. On top of that, I get to see 75 other close friends including a couple of girls with "interest" in me from all over the place including one from Nebraska. So that should be...ummm...interesting. But back to how badly life sucks now. I'm flat broke because of spending money driving down and paying for everything in Rio and paying for even more in Menomonie for a relationship that barely lasted a month before she backed out. I'm waaaaay behind in everything because I'm in too (poopy) of a mood to actually get any of it done. I'm pretty much lost on ALL decisions in the last 2 weeks and when I think I have my mind made up, my decsion COMPLETELY changes within 24 hours. I'm extremely tired on top of everything because I'm up late at night overthinking and torturing myself essentially by thinking about things I just want to get away from. My sleep schedule is totally screwed up out of nowhere (Fell asleep at 6 Sunday night/Monday morning and 4 last night/this morning). With all of this going on, I'm terrified my performance for everything will slip. I don't want my grades to slip. I don't want my scholarship applications to lack in effectiveness. I reaaaaaally don't want announcing basketball games (the one thing I HAVEN'T screwed up...yet) to start doing badly because I'm not up to it, energetic enough, or focused in on it. A few more things that make my life even better are the fact that my parents aren't too huge on letting me drive around lately even to nearby places which is basically the one thing I can do to get away from everything literally and figuratively. My hair makes me look like a doof and it wont grow out nearly fast enough to get back to what it was before in a very disappointing situation where I cut it short and it wasn't worth it at all. All I'm finding out about myself is what I never wanted to be like being selfish, hypocritical at times, lazy, wallowing in self-pity, and just all-around a pathetic excuse for myself. I find myself missing opportunities left and right never realizing what I'm missing until it's too late because I'm too scared things will get worse if I fail which sucks because I've never really been afraid of failure but this artificial fear is killing me lately. On top of it all, I get the feeling like there isn't one person or place where I can get any of this fixed. Sure, I have a few people I can vent to and am using this for that as well, but none of this actually seems ot be doing anything to make any of this better. Helping out is the fact that all the songs in my head are depressing and unfortunately all fit my situation pretty perfectly on their given days.
And one last thing, the cherry on top, the cause of most of this has no clue and I wonder if they even care. Most of that is probably because of "needing time to think" causing the first time not talking and then whatever the (heck) the reason is this time. That same "time to think" is the time thinking that's killing me. And no, this isn't a cry for help. Just one more failed attempt to organize a jumble of screwed up situation that has me frustrated beyond belief, confused, and unsure of what to do.
I am going to start by saying that I am so happy to of had a snow day. All I did was sovel snow but I was still better then going to school. On sunday I had to drive in the snow after it had snowed a while but I made it. The only down side was that I took abotu 30 min for a five minute drive because it was slipry and snowing hard so it was also hard to see.
My weekend consisted of a lot of snowblowing and shoveling. That's alright though because I love the snow. Driving in the snow was quite a feat but it was pretty fun. During poor driving conditions, the bad drivers crash and the good stay on the road. Also, we should give Reed anti-depressants. It's alright, depression hurts- you don't have to.
This weekend was so marvelous! I went to see all of the beautiful lights at Irvine Park. I love Christmas lights and they all made me so happy. Then on Sunday I went for a magical walk with my puppy and we played in the snow. I had to shovel my driveway and sidewalks which I do not mind at all. The snow day was just as majestic and I made multiple snow forts. I love Christmas and snow and I am so happy from all of the wonderful snow.
Hmm... I am pretty excited that we had a snow day yesterday. I did not really have a fun day though. I had to plow snow at my house for about 6 hours. It was not a good day: it was cold, and wet, and windy. I didn't really do anything all weekend. The snow day just added another boring day.
Ugh, i'm so tired. I'm sorry, but this blog is a bit negative. I feel like i'm stretched too tight and going to snap even though I know that I won't because you never get that release. You just end up with more piled on you. I've just had too many medical problems among other things and needed to rant a little. If it's not one thing it's another and right now i'm having a hard enough time breathing (literally).
So on Friday I went to Green Bay for an admitted tour and information. I am offically a Phoenix! I loved everything about the campus, it is beautiful! I am also so excited to have my own bathroom in my dorm. I found out more information about the band, and clubs. I am just really excited, as of now I will be majoring in Health Technology and have a major with a bioscience emphisis. oh, and guess what? I saw Donald Driver! Yeah thats right, he was with his kids practicing in our intermural gyms.
As for me my weekend was extremely boring. I did not do anything important, i was just staring at my lap top all day long. As far as it concerns snow day, that was pretty funny, in my school we have never have a snow day. That day i just watch some TV, Skyped a little bit and rest of the day spend in front of the fireplace( it was so cold in the house)
I ate toast all weekend while playing video games. I honesty felt weak today because i was so lazy. At 9 a.m. on Saturday to about 10:30 on sunday i was comfortably planted to the coach enjoying my new video game. I rarely got up and in those few moment they for the bathroom and to fill up my 64 oz thermal mug with hot chocolate. Its going to take a long time to work this off.
I am feeling great today. First of all,I am trying a type of ice cream that is new to me. This variety is made by "Edy's" and has chunks of Butterfinger candy bars in it. The flavor is great, however the ice cream is a touch on the "light" side to me. Additionally, I bought this giant doughnut strudel type snack at Kyle's Market. My expectations were high, but the strudel failed to come near those standards. I also purchased a vat of 'Bickel's of York" party mix. This was just terrible. It was as if somebody threw every horrible off brand snack into a jar, then added extra moisture (to make sure it would get soggy). I also made cookies this weekend. The burned and blackened, but I ate them anyway. Milk softened them up
I know that I am one of those people that hasn't done a very good job with doing their blogs lately. There has just been so much going on lately that it just tends to slip my mind. I promise that I will try to do better. I really don't have anything extreamly interesting on my mind right at the moment, so I'm not really sure what I'm going to write about. Hmmm... My brothers are making strange noises in the basement. I'm scared.
Today something oh so very special happened to me! On my walk home from school, I stopped to get the mail and inside the mail box was a letter for me! I run inside, say hello to Kovu, then plop down on the couch. I tear open my letter and inside were a bunch of kitten stickers! It was very random but I finally received those little return address stickers. My daddy gets them all the time and I always got so jealous of him. But now, I have some of my own and they are kittens and puppies. Whooooooooooooh!
Lachlan's post made me hungry for sweets. Which is just fine because it is the christmas season and my mom and i did a ton of baking over this three day weekend! On saturday we left early in the morning to go christmas shopping. I got a lot of shopping done for family and spent some birthday money on clothes for myself ( I have too many clothes, but that doesnt matter). In the afternoon my dad and joe came into town and we saw "Lincoln". It was good, but a bit boring. That night we watched "White Christmas." Then on sunday we began our baking adventure. Mom and I made fudge, frosted sugar cookies, and russian tea cakes. I like to sneak them out of the freezer.
My dearest Mrs. Myers,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for this wonderful opportunity to have a free write Tuesday, it means a lot to me. I would like to start this blog saying we had a snow day yesterday! In case you didn't know that.. Anyway, I went in the ditch this weekend. On Sunday, actually. I was really scared, and I didn't know how to handle it. It scared me to drive for the rest of the winter. I was seriously contemplating taking the bus today because I was so scarred for life. Obviously, I overcame my fear, and drove to school today, even though it took about 25 minutes. Have a great Tuesday, Mrs. Myers:)
I am really tired. I just want to go home and watch disney movies. Today is a poopy day. Im crabby. I want soup. Im cold. Not really. I want to be in my warm bed. I hate when Im crabby, I feel like a baby. Im sorry. Im only complaining because I don't know what to write and I don't want to write about my weekend. I love Brittany. Shes a nice lady.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Ryleigh, today is a teirible day. I can't wait to graduate. I know that you don't like when we are negitive, but right now I don't care, sorry. I don't want to go to college. I don't want to have a job. I want to be a house wife, so if any of you nice fellows out their are interested, hit me up.
ReplyDeleteI like the idea of being house wife! No college, no job just stay home all day everyday and cook and clean and take care of the children. I'm sure that you could do something in spare time to make some extra money for the familiy but imagine all the different foods you could experiment with and the things you could find on Pinterst! I want to be a house wife when I grow up!
ReplyDeleteThe snow day came at a perfect time in the year. Although, there is really nothing happy about this time of year until we go on break. I am not a very happy person today...so beware little children I may bite. Today every little thing is annoying me, homework, teachers, my friends, people walking on the sidewalk. Oh man, it is only the beginning of the day, so hopefully it gets better. I love Ryleigh a lot too.
ReplyDeleteMan, everyone seems to be in a bad mood today! But surprisingly, I am not that bad today! I had a very great weekend and the snow was fun for a day...now I hate it because I don't like winter driving and it just wont stop! Hopefully everyone cheers up!
ReplyDeleteWell obviously it snowed this weekend! I love the look of snow, but it is so cold! This weekend I really didn't do anything but lay around my house. I miss being a little kid and getting so excited to be outside on snow days, but now I'm just lazy and sit inside. I want a little sister or brother so I will have a reason to go outside and play again!
ReplyDeleteI had a great weekend and it was made better when we got all the snow! I went in my aunts hot tub this weekend while it was snowing which makes it really fun. Also I had a Merry Giving party to go to (Christmas and Thanksgiving0, which was a blast. Not to forget that I played in the snow. I just love snow so much! I do not even mind the shoveling.
ReplyDeleteI am excied for tonight! I hope there are classes that I want that are available online. After registering, if there is an online class I want to take, I might go to Chinesse or I might get pizza and a movie. I don't have much homework yet so I would have time to watch a movie.
ReplyDeleteWell, I'm going to try to keep this short and blunt because I'm in too (poopy) of a mood to write out a long, deep view on life. Okay, here goes...
ReplyDeleteMy ex-girlfriend who is basically my half-girlfriend decided not to talk to me out of nowhere so we've talked for about an hour the last 4 days. I've been feeling pretty screwed up since we broke up 2 weeks ago and her not talking to me for the last 4 days and for a 2-day stretch last week isn't helping. I've finally made my decision on the University of Minnesota. The thing is, I've already made the decision to place the brand new residence hall that will be first used next fall as where I want to be placed and most likely will make it in there. The thing is though, there isn't a whole lot of information on there so I'm really taking a gamble there. I'm just going off of a few current students' opinions on what they've seen and rumors around campus. So that could be one more thing that bites me in the (rear end). Also, the girl who's probably my best friend (Amy for those of you who know who that is)
I'll be able to see for the first time in over a year in 16 days. I'm excited for that but I've got other things pertaining to that that I'm worried about. On top of that, I get to see 75 other close friends including a couple of girls with "interest" in me from all over the place including one from Nebraska. So that should be...ummm...interesting. But back to how badly life sucks now. I'm flat broke because of spending money driving down and paying for everything in Rio and paying for even more in Menomonie for a relationship that barely lasted a month before she backed out. I'm waaaaay behind in everything because I'm in too (poopy) of a mood to actually get any of it done. I'm pretty much lost on ALL decisions in the last 2 weeks and when I think I have my mind made up, my decsion COMPLETELY changes within 24 hours. I'm extremely tired on top of everything because I'm up late at night overthinking and torturing myself essentially by thinking about things I just want to get away from. My sleep schedule is totally screwed up out of nowhere (Fell asleep at 6 Sunday night/Monday morning and 4 last night/this morning). With all of this going on, I'm terrified my performance for everything will slip. I don't want my grades to slip. I don't want my scholarship applications to lack in effectiveness. I reaaaaaally don't want announcing basketball games (the one thing I HAVEN'T screwed up...yet) to start doing badly because I'm not up to it, energetic enough, or focused in on it. A few more things that make my life even better are the fact that my parents aren't too huge on letting me drive around lately even to nearby places which is basically the one thing I can do to get away from everything literally and figuratively. My hair makes me look like a doof and it wont grow out nearly fast enough to get back to what it was before in a very disappointing situation where I cut it short and it wasn't worth it at all. All I'm finding out about myself is what I never wanted to be like being selfish, hypocritical at times, lazy, wallowing in self-pity, and just all-around a pathetic excuse for myself. I find myself missing opportunities left and right never realizing what I'm missing until it's too late because I'm too scared things will get worse if I fail which sucks because I've never really been afraid of failure but this artificial fear is killing me lately. On top of it all, I get the feeling like there isn't one person or place where I can get any of this fixed. Sure, I have a few people I can vent to and am using this for that as well, but none of this actually seems ot be doing anything to make any of this better. Helping out is the fact that all the songs in my head are depressing and unfortunately all fit my situation pretty perfectly on their given days.
And one last thing, the cherry on top, the cause of most of this has no clue and I wonder if they even care. Most of that is probably because of "needing time to think" causing the first time not talking and then whatever the (heck) the reason is this time. That same "time to think" is the time thinking that's killing me. And no, this isn't a cry for help. Just one more failed attempt to organize a jumble of screwed up situation that has me frustrated beyond belief, confused, and unsure of what to do.
ReplyDeleteI am going to start by saying that I am so happy to of had a snow day. All I did was sovel snow but I was still better then going to school. On sunday I had to drive in the snow after it had snowed a while but I made it. The only down side was that I took abotu 30 min for a five minute drive because it was slipry and snowing hard so it was also hard to see.
ReplyDeleteMy weekend consisted of a lot of snowblowing and shoveling. That's alright though because I love the snow. Driving in the snow was quite a feat but it was pretty fun. During poor driving conditions, the bad drivers crash and the good stay on the road. Also, we should give Reed anti-depressants. It's alright, depression hurts- you don't have to.
ReplyDeleteThis weekend was so marvelous! I went to see all of the beautiful lights at Irvine Park. I love Christmas lights and they all made me so happy. Then on Sunday I went for a magical walk with my puppy and we played in the snow. I had to shovel my driveway and sidewalks which I do not mind at all. The snow day was just as majestic and I made multiple snow forts. I love Christmas and snow and I am so happy from all of the wonderful snow.
ReplyDeleteHmm... I am pretty excited that we had a snow day yesterday. I did not really have a fun day though. I had to plow snow at my house for about 6 hours. It was not a good day: it was cold, and wet, and windy. I didn't really do anything all weekend. The snow day just added another boring day.
ReplyDeleteUgh, i'm so tired. I'm sorry, but this blog is a bit negative. I feel like i'm stretched too tight and going to snap even though I know that I won't because you never get that release. You just end up with more piled on you. I've just had too many medical problems among other things and needed to rant a little. If it's not one thing it's another and right now i'm having a hard enough time breathing (literally).
ReplyDeleteSo on Friday I went to Green Bay for an admitted tour and information. I am offically a Phoenix! I loved everything about the campus, it is beautiful! I am also so excited to have my own bathroom in my dorm. I found out more information about the band, and clubs. I am just really excited, as of now I will be majoring in Health Technology and have a major with a bioscience emphisis. oh, and guess what? I saw Donald Driver! Yeah thats right, he was with his kids practicing in our intermural gyms.
ReplyDeleteAs for me my weekend was extremely boring. I did not do anything important, i was just staring at my lap top all day long. As far as it concerns snow day, that was pretty funny, in my school we have never have a snow day. That day i just watch some TV, Skyped a little bit and rest of the day spend in front of the fireplace( it was so cold in the house)
ReplyDeleteI ate toast all weekend while playing video games. I honesty felt weak today because i was so lazy. At 9 a.m. on Saturday to about 10:30 on sunday i was comfortably planted to the coach enjoying my new video game. I rarely got up and in those few moment they for the bathroom and to fill up my 64 oz thermal mug with hot chocolate. Its going to take a long time to work this off.
ReplyDeleteI am feeling great today. First of all,I am trying a type of ice cream that is new to me. This variety is made by "Edy's" and has chunks of Butterfinger candy bars in it. The flavor is great, however the ice cream is a touch on the "light" side to me. Additionally, I bought this giant doughnut strudel type snack at Kyle's Market. My expectations were high, but the strudel failed to come near those standards. I also purchased a vat of 'Bickel's of York" party mix. This was just terrible. It was as if somebody threw every horrible off brand snack into a jar, then added extra moisture (to make sure it would get soggy). I also made cookies this weekend. The burned and blackened, but I ate them anyway. Milk softened them up
ReplyDeleteI know that I am one of those people that hasn't done a very good job with doing their blogs lately. There has just been so much going on lately that it just tends to slip my mind. I promise that I will try to do better. I really don't have anything extreamly interesting on my mind right at the moment, so I'm not really sure what I'm going to write about. Hmmm... My brothers are making strange noises in the basement. I'm scared.
ReplyDeleteToday something oh so very special happened to me! On my walk home from school, I stopped to get the mail and inside the mail box was a letter for me! I run inside, say hello to Kovu, then plop down on the couch. I tear open my letter and inside were a bunch of kitten stickers! It was very random but I finally received those little return address stickers. My daddy gets them all the time and I always got so jealous of him. But now, I have some of my own and they are kittens and puppies. Whooooooooooooh!
ReplyDeleteLachlan's post made me hungry for sweets. Which is just fine because it is the christmas season and my mom and i did a ton of baking over this three day weekend! On saturday we left early in the morning to go christmas shopping. I got a lot of shopping done for family and spent some birthday money on clothes for myself ( I have too many clothes, but that doesnt matter). In the afternoon my dad and joe came into town and we saw "Lincoln". It was good, but a bit boring. That night we watched "White Christmas." Then on sunday we began our baking adventure. Mom and I made fudge, frosted sugar cookies, and russian tea cakes. I like to sneak them out of the freezer.
ReplyDeleteI did not want to work on my day off but I had to. I wish I could have sleep in instead.
ReplyDelete